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"When you can't run anymore, you crawl, and when you can't do that.."
"..then you find someone to carry you."

- Firefly, "Message"



- I'm fairly sure that the move to curseangel will be on a permanent basis. I don't feel much attachment to this one anymore, especially given the reasons that I left it in the first place. So if you haven't friended me on my new journal and want to, now's the time.

- I will not be deleting this journal, but I will not be using it, either.

- My journals, as it stands now, are as follows:

General: curseangel

Writing: thefatalchord

Ranting: southbstonsaint




I'm tired of hiding who I am, so I'm not going to do it anymore. That's why I won't be on this journal anymore. It leaves a bad taste in your mouth, you know, to be persocuted for what you put in your own personal journal.

And juvenile as it may be, yes, I am still angry about what happened back then. I hope [omitted so I won't be yelled at]. Maybe it's petty, but I've never dealt well with being kicked out of things or being made out to be the bad guy in situations.

But.. well. There it is. I'm standing out in the open. Ask me whatever you want. Tell me I'm a horrible person, that I should die in a hole somewhere. I'll take it standing, and I won't crawl for anybody this time.



take my love, take my land
take me where I cannot stand
I don't care, I'm still free
you can't take the sky from me

take me out to the black
tell 'em I ain't comin' back
burn the land and boil the sea
you can't take the sky from me

there's no place that I can be
since I found serenity
but you can't take the sky from me



Words to live by.



[end transmission]

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Comm: 2dozenowies
Claim: The Sanzo-ikkou (Genjyo Sanzo, Son Goku, Sha Gojyo, Cho Hakkai) of Gensomaden Saiyuki
Fics Completed: 1/24

( Table of Saiyuki fics! )


That is all. XD


~ Ryuu

Okay.. going to shoot computer lab computers. Or Yahoo. Whichever is responsible for this.

It should not take me ten minutes to get into my email. It should let me check my inbox. ARGH. Bastards.

If anyone is trying to email me, I'll get back to you later.

Also, no one try to call me till after 11 tonight, okay? Bob Marley (the comedian) is performing at 9, and I'm going (hence why I'm trapped in computer lab hell right now). ^__^

Just so you know.

Okay, going back to trying to access my email and such. Whee!

~Ryuu

P.S. I doubt you'll read this, but Ticara-chan? I blame the Tori Amos listening-to thing on you. XD

Merr.. I didn't get my second Kitty (I was bidding on a March Letter that came cheap XP), but that's okay. I'm still completely adoring Hot Stuff on Gaia, for he hath given me a Ki Ki Kitty, for free no less~~ <333

I'm all happy about that. XD Now, I need to see if Ser (or someone) will loan me 500g so I can finally complete my Black Collar with Cross quest <3

Then, I think I will be all set for a while, except for mebbe getting some new clothes, because the shirt and capris I'm wearing now... eh, I could do better. XP

Anywho! I'm in a good mood now. XD And playing on Gaia. <3 I just like.. emailed Ser and FORCED her to get on. XDD Amusing.

Well, must go.. ja ne!

~Ryuu

I have come to the (not-so-shocking) conclusion that no one in this school actually knows me. Ser has known me since sixth grade, and yet still doesn't know how much it pisses me off when people stand and look over my shoulder when I'm doing something. --;;;

On the good side, I set up my audition time for the talent show: Monday at 3:05pm. ^^ Sadly, this means staying after again, but meh. .__.;

And apparently Adam is badmouthing homosexuality again. Yay. ><+ Haaaaate hiiiim.

I'm working on my Resident Evil 0 review. ^_^ Love.

Um, um.. yes. I must go. I have a lolipop, so I'm all happy. <3 It's rasberry oo; Yummeh.

Aaaand yeah. I'm procrastinating. XD Buhbai workness.

Anywho, running off to do stuff. Bai!

~Ryuu

Merrrr. I hate my life. ><+ I woke up this morning a little bit late, my brother took over the bathroom, so I couldn't get dressed in there, so I had to dress in the computer room, where the door doesn't even really shut ><+++ and I'm hungry.. TT; And um, yeah. Hungryyy~

I wonder if Ser remembered to get me a souvenier when she went to Bangor. XD Ishouldn'taskit'dbeselfishbutIwanna. >>; I'm such a brat.

Anywho, I'm having an okay day, overall. Kinda blah so far. At least I have lunch money. And good classes.

Why is everyone on frigging Spring Break but me!?

~Ryuu

So we're gonna be going to pick up Shannon in a few. ^^; So I won't be around for a while, you know?

..I'm sorry. But it happens. ^^

Well, gotta go fer now. Mom needs the computer.

See you all later!

~Ryuu

Happy Thanksgiving, minna-san~~~!

*waves*

I can only stay a minute, mum's being REALLY mean --; She's bitching at me and stuff. She was nice earlier... dammit. Oh well. Anyhow, I'm determined to have a good Thanksgiving, so I'll be a *good girl* and get off the computer now, in accordance to Her Majesty's wishes. --+

Oh, here's a fanfic I wrote.

Title: Giving Thanks
Author: Ryuuen (me~)
Pairings: None, really (I know, it's sad)
Warnings: Dark/mature themes, possible spoilers (depends how far you've seen into the series, I guess)
Notes: Well, it's Thanksgiving, so I figured... why not write a fic about it? X3 And I got to wondering, how would the Sanzo-ikkou spend Thanksgiving? Let's find out, shall we? Mostly Hakkai-centric. ^^; Please read and review. C&Cs are welcome, as always.

( Giving Thanks )


Gotta go. --+ Ciao.

~Ryuu

Comment to be added.

~Ryuu

Welcome to my journal. My lair. I already have one on GJ, but here now, I can put up stuff I'm too shy (read: insecure) to put on my (public) GJ.

This will be Friends Only as soon as I get around to finding a cute FO banner.

In other news.. blame this thing on Lydda. She made me get this thing! XD Not that I'm complaining.. *glomp* ^_~

Anyways, shuffling off to find the aforementioned FO banner...

~Ryuu